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Happiness 12 October, 2008

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I stand on the scales every Sunday and now for a couple of weeks I’ve been preparing myself. I’ve been thinking: ‘I must have put on weight.’ Since I’ve been stuck for so long, I’d stopped believing in my method, in myself, if you like. I felt like a sportswoman without her motivation coach (is there such a thing?), mental trainer or whatever it’s called. When you don’t believe in anything anymore, it’s hard to stick to anything.

Last night I ‘knew’ that I’d put on weight, but how wrong I was. I’d finally left my ‘plateau’ and continued on the way down without really noticing. One kilo down. It feels great. Now I’m going to celebrate by going for a walk in the sunshine, bring my little keeshond and take lots of pics. I’ve reached my partial goal. Wish me luck for the next one.

Stagnation 8 October, 2008

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For weeks now, my weight as remained the same. I know that you usually get to a plateau, but it’s been so long now. I really want to continue losing weight and soon. I’ll see what happens on Sunday. By then, hopefully, something will have changed.

I still believe in my method, but I still need to do more. Change something so I’ll start losing weight again. First of all I need to understand why it’s stopped working, if that’s what’s happened. I still hope it’s just a temporary setback and that I’ll start losing weight rapidly. ;)

I know that for a while now, I haven’t been strict enough. I used to go for walks every day and now I sometimes skip one. I know I shouldn’t do that. *Note to self: don’t skip daily walk.* In addition, I’ve stopped being strict about mealtimes. At times I might add an extra snack, just because I’ve lost count and forget I’ve already had the meals I’m allowed each day. I really need to get a grip.

Ok, what else has might have gone wrong? I’m depressed again. It’s always had a detrimental effect on my weight. That’s another thing I knew but it had slipped my mind. What I didn’t know is that my medication lowers the metabolism, so I have to work even harder. *Sigh*.

At the moment things are a bit rough. If anyone has any tips for how I can raise my metabolism, I’d be grateful.