Some fat thoughts 23 December, 2007
Posted by mymblealba in Reports.Tags: body, face, fat, looks, overweight, skinny, ugly
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A few thoughts on being overweight.
Sometimes I try to think that maybe I don’t have to be skinny. Can’t I be the girl who is different? The one who is a little fat. But unfortunately, that never works. You simply don’t want to be fat, because fat=ugly.
Perhaps people haven’t always felt that way and not even all over the world, but right now, in the western world, we do. And more importantly: I do.
Another thing: have you noticed that if you ever were to be happy with your body, you’d hate your face and breasts. And vice versa. If you’re happy with face and breasts, you’ll hate the body. Typical.
I’m Fat 14 December, 2007
Posted by mymblealba in Reports.Tags: diet, failure, fat, scales, weight, workout
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I stood on the scales this morning, after sticking to my new workout and diet for a week. No, it’s not Atkins or the GI method, or even one of those ladies’ magazine diets like: ‘Lose 6 pounds in time for your vacation! Ha ha, what would losing 6 pounds do for me? It’s nothing.
No, this method I came up with myself. It simply means living more healthy. At least one hour’s walk every day, regular meals, no candy or sugar and half the number of sandwiches, which is my worst vice.
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How stupid of me to think this could work. But I did think so. How naive and stupid of me. Why should I succeed this time, when every other attempt had failed before?
My judgment came today: 2 pounds up. Despite that I won’t quit. That would make me feel even more like a loser. Which I am.
I’m fat and I’ll always be fat. 
